me and my personality
Me myself and I. My name is Mohamed Nassero Dean, i was born in Brasilia, don't ask me where exactly ,i don't know it my self.i am half Brazilian half Tunisian. my father is from Tunisia my mother from Brasilia. at the age of 4 my father took me away from Brasilia to Tunisia,since then i didn't see my mother,it has been 17 years now.
i live in Tunis ,the capitol of Tunisia.i live with the family of a friend of my father,because my father when he took me away,he didn't think that he will rise me alone ,now i don't even now if he is alive or not .the family i am in is ok a brother and two sister ,a good mother and a good father.but the thing is ,i don't think that they did really accept me within their family.i think they planed to take care of me for a small amount of time before my birth father take me away ,but he never came back. the big family is ok too ,but they don't really talk to me they do meet almost once a month in the grandfather house to have family dinner and talk.most of the time i don't go to this meetings ,they don't ask about me ,and i don't bother them with my presence.but i do have an uncle that is good to me ,and most of the time when i go to the family meetings ,is when he asks me to go with him.he always calls his father"old man" (which is really mean in Tunisia ).apparently he too don't get along with the family ,but it was due to a problem with his wife or something ,i didn't really understand the situation.this uncle did play a big role in my life ,but i will talk about him another time.
When i was at school ,i didn't have any friend ,and because in Tunisia ,to be from another country means you are a monster ,i used to get in problems a lot,some kids where fighting me because i had a curly hair ,other where throwing eggs and stones to me. once i got hit with a bat on the head ,i had two stitches.
when i moved to high school, at first it was the same.but because i was growing big and fast ,people started to avoid me more then pick on me (at the age of 15 i was already 1m86).at first i was happy ,no more bothering or problems at all .but since half of the year i started to feel too lonely ,people around me where in groups ,or had friends to play and talk with.me i was left apart ,no body was talking to me.well most of my life i was alone ,but when you grow ,you grow in need to have friends ,peoples to talk to ,and in need to get in a relation.i wasn't so lucky .no girls wanted to talk to me.but starting second year ,i had a friend ,he is like me ,alone all the time ,well not because he was like me as a stranger from another country ,he just wasn't able to find somebody with the same interests or hobby.at first we shared our hobby to manga and comics(back then it wasn't really know in Tunisia there was some kind of cartoons ,but more like educational cartoons for kids).but the more we became friend the more hobby we shared ,we liked video games ,watching porn magazines at school ,getting in fights with the soccer team. we had a lot of problems ,but also a lot of fun.we are still friends till now ,each one of us has his life now ,but we do make time to meet at least once a week in front of a coffee or to smoke sheesha .
I wasn't really good at school ,or i wasn't really giving much effort on it.i was naturally good at technicals(mechanics and electrics) and at languages,also i was good in natural science. for other studies ,if i worked on them ,i had good marks.the first time i fall in love it was for my French teacher at middle school thats why i become good at French.but after that i fall for my English teacher too.maybe it was just the language teacher thing .but at least from those weird feelings that i kept for my self i learned French and English.in Tunisia only rich people talk really good French or English . well it s not really a meter of education ,rich people and poor people have the same education in Tunisia ,it is just that poor people are working too much to care about their children's education.and even in rich family they don't focus much on that.well you ll never find a Tunisian teen that speaks good both English and French at the same time. but me at the age of 16 i was speaking not only English and French perfectly ,but also Italian an German .
i used to like sports i did alot of differnt sports,karate ,soccer ,handball ,volleyball,swimming,i even did gymnastics.but none of them did really matter to me ,after that i discovered basketball at first i gave anything to practice it ,but it wasnt really a well known sport back then ,and to get in a team was almost inpossible ,and even to practice by my self was hard ,a basket ball costed too much then ,and my pseudo family didnt help me to enjoy it ,so i gave up on basketball .
